Banishing Rituals
#CherokeeMami
Before Eden Vessup, threw me and my child out on the street (illegally but if police are in on it who cares about legalities right!? lol)
It was 2-11, I was doing my usual- focusing on my business- despite all of these intentional setbacks, and unjust interferences.
Around 8 months ago, I was doing a “Love meditation“ and got a message saying my “soulmate“ had a illnesas- and then I hear an eruption of giggles.
fast forward to a few months ago, I met the “game master“ or their SELECT PAWN they sent to play with me-who set up these false “messages“ in the Astral Realm.
The thing with newbie spiritualists, it’s too easy to accept and believe any “messages“ you receive from meditation and the like because most people don’t actually know much about Meditation, Mind Control, Astral Projection let alone technology that gives these things a “supernatural boost“.
I have already mentioned my unfortunate experience of being targeted by a few insane people- and having stalkers, and how apparently no one seems to care about me and my child being stalked and harassed or targeted and set up to be trafficked/killed- lol and Kamala wonders why she didn’t win the election smdh Not a fellow “Caribbean Queen“ allowing a fellow Caribbean to be terrorized and REALLY thought she and her fellow SOUL SWAPPED friends were going to get away with it.
Allowing “those people“ to terrorize me is why all of them are getting caught up for other crimes against humanity. :) (you are welcome)
Anyways- I was intentionally against this CLEARLY set up ““message” but I took a moment to not be ignorant and ablest- and I really thought about it- If “The Love of My Life“ had a incurable illness- is that actually a deal breaker?
As someone who prioritizes health and self care, at face value it would be a hard no- but I did some research (though that can be manipulated too) and I decided if the person was AMAZING - tbh I would not let that get in the way of me being with my “soulmate“- at the end of the day LIFE HAPPENS and you don’t know everyone’s story.
But that’s the “High Vibrational Version“- and if you have ever spent time around men- MOST of them ARE predators and don’t care about abusing and assaulting women (this includes WHORES- because I know some people are so delusional and PSYCHOPATHIC that some of yall dont even see SWers as humans but they are and still HAVE humanity! and they are still women.)
ANYWAY I hear “good men“
exist but in this “controlled experiment“ on my life, they have done all they can to insure I have never experienced it- so for me its mythology- (not including my Secret Protectors and Supporters though xoxo) but back to my point- MOST men are rapists, and sexual predators- an unfortunate amount of them are OK with killing, assaulting, beating , bullying and raping women and Others, so passing on a incurable illness isn’t too far off from these types- “ To Do List“- it’s too common for them to manipulate and “attack you” in an attempt to TRAP you, or “humble“ a woman the same why they weaponize baby trapping women - from basic bitches to celebrity icons alike.
It’s about manipulation, control, and wounded peoples self-hatred and their inability to take RESPONSIBILITY, for their own lives- whether they caught a illness or was born “sick“ or was assaulted or drugged and woke up with a STD- taking responsibility is STILL Your Personal Work- of course rape and assault IS NOT YOUR FAULT- but not being aware of the type of people you hang out with and the type of CHARACTER these people have- STILL falls under YOUR REALM OF PERSONAL RESPONSIBLITY- because why are you friends with people who aren’t keeping an eye out for your safety ? How is it all these folks “care about you“- YET “no one saw anything“- smdh
Granted I too, have learned “this lesson” via painful betrayals- lovers I “trusted“ “stealthing me“, being emotionally and magickally enchanted to “give a loser a chance“- only to get completely played- as a sick joke by some of my gangbanging affiliated stalkers with too much money to blow to hire shitty lovers to terrorize me and make fun of how funny it was to play with my body via Fraud Rape- what the street rats in the ghetto (Pimp Culture aka “Black Culture“) call “running game“ but because ignorant people don’t actually educate themselves- they are so balls deep in pimp culture they don’t even realize they are rapists, and committing sexual crimes- they just think its a “sport“ to emotionally, mentally, spiritually, physically, and sexually dominate (without consent) and abuse women - for the sole purpose of raping them but making them think its YOUR FAULT.
“ Yeah maybe you shouldn’t have gone to that party full of STRANGERS- but THAT ISNT YOUR FAULT - you still don’t deserve to get ASSAULTED , and manipulated by some random bisexual warlock who only wanted to CONQUER you sexually so they could have a LINK (via sex magick) to harvest your energy, personality and manipulate you to stroke their ego and have you caught up in “over explaining “ to a grown ass man who KNOWS exactly what they are doing-to play with your mind and break your heart and spirit because 9x out of 10 most women and lover girls and guys aren’t aware of POWER DYNAMICS in EVERY relationship, and typical relationship triggers, and their own childhood triggers- a Narcissistic abuser likes to exploit via your “Good Girl” programming.
Pair that with some old fashioned Sex Magick, Domination spells, love spells and obsession spells- most VICTIMS ALWAYS get caught up in their own confused feelings- No Darrick isn’t “so amazing“ you are under a love spell- please get a grip girl!
But the young generation is too busy ignoring SPIRITUAL LAWS, and so they don’t care about the results of the abuse of these spiritual tools.
Anyway, back to my point, “love magick“ used to be a NEED because women used to HAVE to get married to survive. Today is not the case so this makes most love work and sex magick obsolete- yet it doesn’t make people stop abusing the technology- and “FORCING“ (rape) a victim to be binded and bound to a person they want to get away from.
The misused of love/sex magick usually results in feelings of depression, hopelessness, and a life fueled by addiction in a (effort to self soothe from your WILL being manipulated by another via ritual/occult abuse) in the victims, and domestic violence and even murder and other crimes of passion. A HOSTAGE doesn’t make a good lover- it makes a SLAVE.
Now for some Satanists who start out EARLY- this means you have young witches and warlocks doing love magick on other CHILDREN at school- “for practice“ and TEENAGERS)- this mean human traffickers and Pimps are usually full blown occultist abusing you with forces you don’t and won’t understand (yet)- being spiritually attacked results in YOUR LIFE trying to Awaken you-welcome to spiritual initiation!) So many of us are “healers“ or “witches“ now BECAUSE someone- or MANY PEOPLE throughout your life have been working magick on you without you being aware- so spiritual initiation has to take place- spiritual gifts happen- as a form of automatic psychic protection in response to being spiritually abused without your consent- lol and all these dumb occultists ignoring all spiritual order and laws these past few generation- are “surprised“ half of us cannot die or be killed- or can read minds and have psychic abilities-
If ya’ll weren’t abusing magick and occultism by listening to racist and colorist non people of color to begin with (*AHEM LaVEy*) the world would be LESS fucked up than it is now. A man of PRIVLEDGE (and an ARIES (ruled by MARS, THE GOD OF WAR) was automatically unqualified to give such dramatic “Life Advice“ to the masses- but he was ALMOST mostly correct with his observation of the UTTER HYPOCRISY in the church- however , all because He was never in the position to TRULY experience GOD and CHRIST- so unfortunately he also he had no clue about THE POWER of CHRIST or other forces like Hoodoo ATR’s and Espiritismo.
If we have access to “DEMONS“ and “The DARK“ then that also means the OTHER polarity exists.
It is also strange to me that people who have sided with a lifestyle of HATE/CONTROL /DOMINATION- have a delusional interest in “LOVE“, HOPE, KINDESS and Other GOD CHRIST frequencies - that they have consciously decided DOESNT EXSIT- yall doing love spells- yet dont believe in love? lol
You get a chronic illness and want tenderness and kindness- YET you distance yourself from these same forces by your disbelief and disassociation from these same SPIRITUAL FORCES AND SPIRITUAL LAWS.
As a matter of fact- doing LOVE work and not understand LOVE is dangerous and psychotic.
But “human nature“ huh? lol
So I forgot all about the message and focused on my money. 3 months later I’m getting telepathic messages that “love“ was coming- hard to be excited about love when your focused on THE BAG- but ok-
A reading I got told me love was coming by Winter Time- one random morning I looked in the mirror (before I knew he was working Mirror Magick on me) -and I told myself TODAY WAS THE DAY and guess what-
We met in the 3D- he wasn’t what I would describe as “My Type“ but I care more about how someone treats me over how they look- REAL LOVE isn’t shallow so I was already mentally prepared to let this person BLOOM and reveal Their True self to me to see if these telepathic messages where true downloads are artificial and made up manipulations.
We had a mediocre date, but being who I AM- I had it magical and fun-
Then I saw a rabbit. (a few weeks before this I acquired a lucky rabbits foot) This unnerved me- because rabbits usually run AWAY from people NOT TOWARDS THEM- This rabbit literally “ran up on us“ .
I took it as a bad omen - because if I’m with “my love“ why do I need to be reminded of my lucky rabbits foot- that protects me from harm?
Was I in danger?
I suddenly felt unsafe and went home to digest everything that happend on our “date“ -
and ngl after taking time to settle my feelings- the whole date lowkey gave #SerialKiller vibes- Now because Santa Muerte is a Friend- its not my first time being around DEATH or dangerous situations- UNINTENTIONALLY- but although I have my own “toxica“ traits, I didn’t feel comfortable with this guy having WEEKS to PLAN A DATE- only to just wanted to take me out “for a ride“- super unsafe like wtf- BUT what am I living for? To struggle to pay bills and be targeted? He either gonna try to kill or harm me or he isn’t- and either way I wanted to get a nut out of it- nothing serious anyway…. plus,Santa Muerte is with me, so what am I gonna be scared of- DEATH?! lol SHE IS RIGHT HERE TF!
I was turned off by just as many things that had the potential to turn me on, there was so much I didn’t like or approve of- but for a hook up- who cares- then he drops a sexual bomb on me- which instantly fizzled out my hyperactive sexual drive- He palyed the role of how important safe sex was (which was a PLUS) so we didnt hook up- but we made out.
It was cool, but come on it’s been years since Ive been all up on someone, so it was less attraction and more about being touch starved- but even after all that- when I got home to see what SHE- LA PUSSY- had to say about him she was NOT impressed or interested.
I found myself trying to convince Her why she should or could just like him enough as a sex pet- but she wasn’t going for it.
“How good would the person need to be for you to willingly fuck a diseased cheating loser?“
“Is it worth YOUR LIFE/WELLNESS?”
“You really think you can TRUST a guy who moves like a Slime Ball- WITH YOU HEALTH?“
She had a good point- I recalled what he wore to our “date“ quick on and off clothes- like he expects us to fuck on the first date- wtf he didnt even try to put in effort.
While Bathing and I consulted my Spirits about him they spilled all the tea-
“When you kissed him you knew he was a lying cheating bastard-“
“He was looking at you like that because he couldn’t believe how easily you let him near you-”
“You know he was “chill“ about you being distant because he is already involved with someone else“
Some call it intrusive thoughts- and until you master your own mind- thats what mind reading feels like- since I know MYSELF and my abilities- I refused to reject MY FIRST FEELINGS.
I knew deep down, he was too immature, too reckless, and generally too unsafe to be with, especially for someone like me plus he was saying how he wanted a committed relationship- and his condition would make ANYTHING sexual we would do * SERIOUS*…. I wasn’t ready for that, I just want a FWB to take good care of me as I need it, but mostly leave me alone- but affectionately of course.
I drifted off to sleep, but I awoke the next morning in a alternate reality- where My evil ass mother and gangbanging vampiric co workers at Dollar Tree- we all being “so nice“ and “so kind“ to me. I was almsot confused because HUH!? IF he a Slime Ball how did hanging out with him IMPROVE MY LIFE!?!
(Granted rn I would consider my life shitty )
Ohhhhh I see- “He doesn’t know who he is“ -
OR
he does know, but is hopeless,wicked and abuses his powers.
FUCK not another Twin Flame experience- I hate those TF dramas the most.
“Yes OR he doesn’t know, doesn’t believe and is in controlled experiment- like YOU- meaning….“
“Meaning everyone in his life is his “Handler“ so they can abuse him and siphon his abilities to improve their lives by using him as a Living Sacrifice, the more they break him, the more his magick leaks out- all while convincing him he is crazy or insane- but its a symptom of all the narcisstic abuse he has been through- he seems-
BROKEN- yes-
“ORRRRR he is aware and actually has been abusing his magic INTENTIONALLY and that’s why he is so delusional and arrogant, he isn’t just a spoiled brat who is unaware of himself- he is intentionally manipulating you. “
-I roll my eyes at the inner dialogue - TBH YALL “My spirits“ I just want a FWB, nothing serious- this is too serious already and not even all my business- as cool as “making my life better” IS- right now Im in a shitty situation- I don’t need my shitty situation to be BETTER- I need a sex pet or someone who can liberate me from these abusers. Im not risking my health and heart over a guy with self esteem issues and a lack of integrity all because he has a cool little power that… makes my powers stronger?
- hmmm this is very bipolar- but Im lowkey wild enough myself to be very cool with this- I decided to explore the benefits of “being serious about this lil fine shyt“- So he is a Slime ball on the 3D but a God like me on the 5D?!?
- maybe I shouldn’t write him off yet- While I decided, I noticed how every where I would go love songs where playing- was he…doing this on purpose? or by accident? Despite my wavering (which is a RED FLAG- if its not a HELL YES!!!- it is ALWAYS a NO!)
I decided since I could use the power boost I would “see what happens" - being around Eden makes my abilities more 10x slower- because she is a hating ass bitch with envy issues and hates seeing me doing well in life- and is always throwing the evil eye at me and everything I do- my mother Eden has been my biggest Op! Shawty has been trying to kill me since I was a fetus so making it to my age and just existing irritates her spirit. Maybe my lil bae can give me that power boost I need to manifest my ass away from her evil ass!
Being a creature who loves a good mutual exchange, I started to wondered if he was a spiritual faker and a hood romance scammer or if he was just a “flawed but decent man“- or manchild- I should be patient with…
AS a few weeks went by and I never heard from him again- yet I FELT even more connected to him- thats when I realized- we did have a spiritual/psychic (mental) connection- so why did he ghost me?
I realized he probably FELT my NO- way before I ever had a chance to sit with it for a while and acted accordingly- cant blame him for that tbh lol- but then I wondered if there was interference I have stalkers and “people of power“ constantly fucking with my communications, blocking my social media reach, limiting my connections with other etc- it could have been outside sabotage, my crazy warlock babydaddy , my crazy stalker previous employers and landlords- idk how all these warlocks/witches got on my radar but they are crazy and have been terrorizing me for months- but he could be just working INTENTIONAL emotional manipulation on me coupled with love magick-nothing quite triggers Ancestral Rage within me like a man doing love magick on me because he is too insecure it could develop naturally… granted it always backfires on them and they end up obsessed and in love with me instead until it drives them completely into ruin- if they don’t submit to their love for me in the form of devotion and loyalty.
I was in my head, but spirit confirmed that he was playing games, and for me to “Do what Thy Will“.
Well- I don’t enjoy having my emotions played with- especially not in a curated set up where people with too much money , technology and spiritual abilities abuse it and lured me to this SPECIFIC location in TX where my pedo uncle and wicked mother “just so happened“ to be- where my evil mom SUDDENLY is letting me “stay with her“ over a month and we havent gotten into a argument.
I applied at a job at Waffle House (to test my money drawing oil I made) and the entire trap house- I mean waffle house- was full of a TEAM of fellow “supernaturals“ so to speak, I was telepathically communicating with everyone there- all of which kept BULLYING me at work-
I have always had issues keeping a job at low vibrational environments- because peoples demons get too active around me- well lol they used to get too active- instead of backing down I just decided to bully everyone back. This chick named Lori kept trying to harvest my energy at work (which kept making her deathly ill, but she refused to stop being a vampiric ass bitch)
and even some of the other staff started copying my hairstyles (gags in Monitering Spirit ass hoes) but the biggest “issue“ was the Fake nice Stephn, pretending he was anything other than a government/secret society funded (messy) Romeo Pimp, letting “his girls and guys“ BULLY ME at work, this one bitch nigga (a Mexican guy) repeated would try to trip me at work- This insecure obese chick “Chelita“- was the main one being rude and mean towards me and the most vocal about me NOT working there at all- I guess she isnt as confident as she pretends to be smdh- if she wasn’t a basic bitch we could have been best friends- me and Aquarian woman always get along like SoulMates- but as soon as I had the thought- the psychic part of her brain responded to me- “BITCH I WOULD NEVAAAAAAAAAA BE FRIENDS WITH A BITCH LIKE YOU!!!“
“Damn! OKAY! We wont be friends then wtf lmfao“
Everyday at work was ALSO spiritual warfare- the staff being rude and not able to control their demons and their hate towards me, when I asked my spirits WHY- they were so mean- it was revealed that well- it was a Trap House- and everyone there was a 304 (ASS SELLER) except me- making ME a problem- but unfortunately for them- I would have never been inspired to expose them and their secrets if they didnt FIRST start bullying me and if Chelita wasnt so over the top about getting me fired- AT WAFFLE HOUSE- fucking with my lively hood will get you gone- because my spirits don’t play about me!
A Few days after one of the guys working there was violently attacked and ended up quitting/dying/ or going to jail- I KNOW it was because he was talking shit about me lol Its funny to me, when people don’t notice how **something strange** happens to them whenever they talk shit or gossip about me in anyway lol (Now you know- so watch your fucking mouth xoxo)
Alec- who kept trying to trip me at work, I told him (mentally) he was going to have a car accident- if he kept trying to fuck with me at work- He ended up in a accident.
Smdh Apparently meeting people with grace and kindness- means to streetrats- that Im gullible and naive- grave mistake on their end- because as much as I have seen and witnessed from San Francisco to LA to Round Rock, TX- THOSE THAT SEEN ME SEE SOME SHIT- YET HAVE NOTICED I AINT SPEAK ON SHIT- know what I am isn’t a ““snitch” moreso I am SELF SERVING.
I mind my business AND I expect ALL to extend that same fucking curtesy- as BASIC “human“ decency- REQUIREMENT- bullying me, invading my privacy- CARL!- invading my privacy and slandering me (outloud or even in the faux private confines of your mind) is TO ME a ACT OF WAR- and due to MY NATURE - I will go to war with you and I will not lose- because I NEVER lose wars.
So TO ME, operating on the High Vibrational aspect of my Nature is the best policy- but unfortunately trafficked psychic SLAVES who only know torture and abuse and violence- don’t always understand kindness- so I have to communicate in a language they understand- VIOLENCE, PAIN ABUSE, DOMINATION and CONTROL.
Very Well. I wonder if these folks wonder why their money looks funny or why their lovers are leaving them etc lol I wont even say it’s “because of me“ but moreso BECAUSE OF HOW THEY TREATED ME unprovoked. lol
I know that dumb bitch Lori is dying of a serious illness for sexually abusing rituals on my energy without my consent and no I didn’t CAUSE her cancer /health issues- she caused them by thinking she can feast on my energy without consequences.
The COW-lita chick is from Puerto Rico- Anicent orgins of Espiritismo- its sad and pathetic she chose to follow spiritual practices against her own bloodline codes smdh- but wants to keep acting like she really likes herself- until a “prettier girl“ shows up- WHOMP WHOMP! Cosplaying as a “bad bitch“ when all she is doing is WEARING her sexual assualts in the form of extra fat,obesity and fake smiles is unfortunately embarrassingly see though. I ain’t even have to be psychic to see that weak bitch shit- and ALWAYS wanting to fight someone like girl fight your self hate issues- fight that std- fight for your country like gtfoh.
and don’t even get me started on the angry broke sugar mama cook who is getting divorced because her husband is finally leaving her LMFAO- but how are you SURPRISED after all them rituals all yall were doing on me! LMFAO
You do a “spell“ for my relationships to fail- then you are…SURPRISED- when your relationships fail?!
You do a ritual for my beauty, or charm- then you are SURPRISED when you “copycat“ me- but in fulgy font and you cant get the same results I get?! LMFAO
You bully me and gossip about me at work- then get surprised when you have freak accidents and total your car-
Im still stuck on the part where ALL THESE FOLKS HAVE MORE MONEY AND RESOURCES THAN I DO- YET ARE THE ONES BULLYING ME?!
Wheover set yall up to fuck with me SET YALL UP TO GET FUCKED BY “ME“ . Maybe one day it’ll make sense and they will see the error if their ways, but the worst of them all was Shawty (the pimp of the establishment) who dipped his dick into EVERY FEMALE and Other there- I SUPPOSE unaware of the smell of his ejaculation left a spirital stain on every empolyee he fucked AND I guess “told them to be quiet about it“ lol nigga had a “secret relationship“ with EVERYONE there! either for SEX or drugs/money and all HIS HOES were literally stupid enough to think I was “competition” and they let this dude convince them to spiritual assault me- because I saw straight through him- a pathetic lowclass streetrat lot indeed. ANYWAYS after getting FIRED from WAFFLE HOUSE- (for being good at my job and NOT selling ass like the others-)
I got a job at Dollar Tree, it was cool but same shit, different toilet- all these retail stores are pretty much ran by gangs/ cartels/ “spy groups“ at this point- call it government sponsered pimping! MUST BE NICE!! LMFAO Working retail with vampires, witches and warlocks isn’t anything new for me- and at this point I am used to spiritual warfare - DAILY- I only stuck around because I really enjoyed Cristine’s company- but I knew things wouldn’t last and I wont entertain codependency romantically or in friendships but I was really grateful to be able to have fun whenever we worked together- but there was a catch- NO BENEFITS- no health insurance etc- I was there only to fuck off, make some money and test the results of my money oil- which I stopped using because I wasn’t get paid enough to BOOST someone elses business- NIGGA PLEASE! Plus I knew they only wanted to use me for the holiday rush and then discard me- not to mention having me work late nights- KNOWING a bad bitch wants her beauty rest- and lowkey trying to SET ME UP to get trafficked lol I wonder how many times that backfired on them lol Last I heard- shortly after I asked them about dental insurance- one of them had a accident and broke their teeth-
I wonder if they realized dental health care as a necessity… or if they blamed me . No one told yall to feel safe enough to gossip about me in any way- all because I CAN “control“ My Ghosts, doesn’t mean I always do, and THEY do not respond kindly to those playing in my fucking face especially when my kindness and love was genuine!
At the Alvista Trap House- Apartments- the “block got too hot“ when I showed up because of all my stalkers- and their stalkers (lol) followed me, and then they started over the top “noise intimidation“ having trucks “randomly“ driving around my complex- every few mintues… ALL DAY LONG- Oh okay-
I mean okay- then I had these strange neighbors, spiritual “scientists“ running experiments on me (aka spiritually attacking me to “see what will happen“- they didn’t like that energy returned haha) there was this couple across from me on my their spy kid / Mr and Mrs Smith type shit- I was inside my home and I was making a voice note journal entry and I mentioned IN THE PRIVACY OF MY OWN HOME- that I didn’t appreciate the obese biracial “ girlfriend” having a strange attitude towards me and that she better start smiling at me before I steal her man out of spite- (WHY ARE OBESE BITCHES ALWAYS TRYING TO BULLY ME!?!?! KEEP YOUR FUCKING HATE TO YOURSELF!) but tell me way THE NEXT DAY I saw them as I was on my patio smoking and she gave me the biggest smile! LOVE THE ATTITUDE CHANGE !(even though it was fake) but those spies- where so busy SPYING on me they started having relationship issues- and then her shitty attitude came back - I KNOW she was sooo happy when she saw how Eden threw all my shit out the apartment LMFAO - I know my spirits been at her NECK for a while so I’m glad she got a chance to feel a “win“- unfortunately though that doesn’t actually change the fact the man she is in LIMERENCE with- is in LOVE with me. Oop!
TRAGIC, but Im glad they both started getting more active and listening to my readings I would record the on the patio- I know shawty is going to be heartbroken as her love spells on her man continue to dissolve- granted she could continue to FORCE him to “love“ her but as soon as he sees a finer woman if the opportunity presents itself- he will “cheat“ just due to her FORCING him via sex magick- AND long term love scams, will continue to cause him emotional imbalances, so she may be a “good woman“ to men she wants to FUCK- but deep within he knows she isn’t The One- and she knows it too! Maybe if she spent more time losing weight and being more of “her man’s “ preference instead of running her mouth and mind spying on me and projecting witchcraft on me- she could have saved their fake relationships fate. Unfortunately for her, making fun of me for being homeless unjustly- doesn’t save her from a failing union.
There was the Meth Addicts neighbors who LITERALLY LOOK LIKE they make and smoke/sniff chemical drugs- and definately gave murder for hire vibes- but they left me alone in the 3D through the Red Haired One would show up at my DT job- I guess sizing me up- I wonder who hired him to watch me- then we got some new neighbors- super illegal but they gave more spiritual mercenary vibes- The spiritual warfare is annoying. Then there was a neighbor whose dog would be barking like crazy- I think they were sexually abusing their dog- gross.
Then the Leasing agent frumpy “Obese-o“ illegally entered the apartment before and was upset she got caught- BITCH YOU ARE GETTING SUED! Especially after the stunt she pulled on Feb.11th
Speaking of- so ,
FEB. 11th I’m like let me banish all this negativity and Free myself- LATER THAT DAY-
Me and Eden got into a argument and she really exposed her hate- granted in her defense she has hated me and actively been sabotaging my life since the very beginning- my own mother has been jealous of me and the attention males give me- PATHETIC.
So far I have giving my mom chances to treat me with dignity- and after 19 times of her intentionally sabotaging me and spiritually attacking me (evil eye and malicious gossip slander and LIES) I finally accept that she ACTUALLY hates my guts and she will never accept or like me- she has been trying to set me up to get killed THROUGHOUT MY LIFE- and I’m just now realizing its because of the inheritance money she helped my dad STEAL from me, she has been actively interfering with my mail so I don’t ever become aware of why her evil ass she has been bullying me all my life and put my sisters against me (because they all only bond via slandering and “making fun of me“) but also this is why I refuse to ever let others bully or mistreatment me- REGARDLESS OF TITLES (mom/dad/sister/brother/lover/husband/wife) if you mistreat me its OFF WITH YOU HEAD ! I do not care who you are! I have been bullied by Eden most of my life- I have no one crumb of love for her and when she dies I was be OVERJOYED my biggest bully is finally dead- I could HATE her- but I don’t - I simply DO NOT CARE about that evil bitch, who has consistently bullied and terrorized me and slandered me for reacting to her abuse! She and her flying monkeys can fuck themselves. She keeps wanting to micro manage me- as if I’m a child- when she was intentionally trying to isolate me and to top all of this off EDEN VESSUP is no better off than me right now! She is COMPLETELY dependent on my younger sister Jaimee Beard- who **has good credit** so my mom has a a place to stay because the apartment is in JAIMEE’s NAME- she has a car- BECAUSE IT”S IN JAIMEE”S NAME- my sister Jaimee is casually suicidal- and has no life outside of Eden- her and Eden still sleep in bed together! MY SISTER IS 25 years old!!! and Jaimee doesn’t even know she is under mind control smdh.
My mom Eden has helped my sister Jamillah and Jaimee get through college and learn to drive- but it’s ME she blames for all the issues in her life while intentionally setting me up to fail. I never had a fair chance to succeed in life since the very beginning- Because I look like my dad- she hates me and has ALWAYS treated me accordingly- FEB 11th was the first time I stood up for myself thats why I didn’t cry nor was I sad about leaving- I AM FINALLY FREE!! I was a prisoner! While her and her sisters have false paperwork done on me claiming I am dead- WHEN I AM VERY MUCH SUPER ALIVE! My Mother and my aunts and pedophile Uncle want LIFE INSURANCE MONEY and my inheritance- and they are all working together with their fraternities and gang ties- to forge documents and intentionally mistreat me with the hopes that THEY matter “so much“ that I will be driven to suicide because I “couldn’t tolerate the hardships of life anymore” THESE ARE ALL LIES! I am not depressed, I am not suicidal, I am not violent or abusive-NOR am I letting some pea-brained jealous bitch, with STILLS shits on herself and is so inflamed and obese that she cant even walk straight ! Control the narrative over my life! Eden is and will always be a liar and taking her to court is the only way for her to really understand how deep of shit she is actually in.
I was staying with her to ESCAPE the abuse that was happening to me in San Francisco with these sexual predators stalking and harassing me and my child and trying to traffick us! “logically “ I would NEVER be anywhere near her or any of my crazy ass murderous relatives- like me Aunt Shannon who killed her own husband via occult means- so she could get insurance money- thats their whole scam.
“My Family“ hates me because I am NOT like them, I have never caused these people issues or harm- but they have been constantly abusing witchcraft and occultism on me and my life without my consent- UNTIL NOW- and THATS why these shitty bitches are upset- but thinking because I have “no family“ makes me a “perfect nameless victim“ you will meet the same fate as everyone else who has tried to fuck with me- under that same illusion. I am no ones victim, and if The Entire Force of The Supernatural have to show you- then so fucking be it! But I have not come this far and survived this much to be abused and bullied by others! PERIOD, if you disrespect me and try to cause me harm- you will be forced to leave this world- CALL IT WHATEVER YOU WANT just make sure you watch your thoughts, your mouth ,your actions and how you treat me!
Feb 11th before Eden illegally evicted me- I did a banish all evil ritual with fire and posted it on my socials- I guess it worked a lil too well lol I was finally able to cut all cords and attachments to Eden, and ALL Abusive relationships- including the love scammer trying to future fake with me- knowing he was in an whole relationship with someone else.
a few weeks ago we met up to talk- but why did it take you a month to reach out to me- if you “liked me“?
He did some future faking, but kept saying he was single- over and over specifically- but like- who said anything about a RELATIONSHIP???
I thought this was A Friends with Benefits situation- but in HOODRAT, FWB doesn’t actually mean FRIENDS with BENEFITS- it means “sneaky link“ (aka free whoring! You see someone you want to fuck and masterbate using their body not caring anything about the person, and then immediately after you ghost or act like you never knew them- I dont do that- I fully expect actual care and friendship in my FWB dynamics- but all these unhappy married couples want “sneaky links“ because they want free low/no effort SEX- via selling girls PIPEDREAMS and future faking to get sex and then ghosting- instead of actually paying a prostituted for sex services without emotionally destroying someone else’s heart and mind- These bitter boyfriends and husbands are killing themselves , their relationships and other peoples bodies, hearts, and minds emotionally scamming for sex (WHICH IS CLASSIFIED AS FRAUD RAPE!!- yes if you do of have done this THAT MAKES YOU A RAPIST!!)
Lucky for me I have my own agenda depending on my mood- I just want to get my rocks off, so Idk too much about being ghosted- I am too busy and poor for a truly balanced relationship- unless the guy is on my level and we mutually balance each other out in opposite ways long ago I noticed most of the “taken“ women where women going 50/50 and beng in roommates (vs being in love) most men I have witnessed- are gold diggers/ and wannabe pimps. And these men usually marry the woman who pays most bills and lets him get away with bad behavior- instead of just getting a professional SWer to fuck- or getting a woman who matches his energy and mutually benefits each other- but no- dating has become corrupted by free whoredom and has become a warzone- unfortunately for the men who think they can safely play those games with me - My Spirits usually yank them up - I have been celibate the past 3 years- only for no one to believe me- so I figured I need to be sexually active again- so it’s “not that serious“. I finally got some- it was mediocre for me- mind blowing for him- I usually dont give goddess pussy to mortals because if they arent Conscious they misbehave and go insane if they dont submit to me lol but thats a win/win situation for me whether a guy calls me back or ghosts me or not is irrelevant- if he is lying or plotting- he will end up insane like all the other exes lmfao.
“My lil Fine Shyt“ Slimeball is currently in jail right now for not listening to the reading I gave him about doing something- DIFFERENT- *deep sigh* ,he was so beautiful I think I could have made myself cum off just looking at how gorgeous he is- but while we made out he told me he had to stop kissing me because he was catching feelings :( whose says that? lmfao
This other potential love interest told he he was “involved“ and if that was okay- FUCK NO- I’m bossy you CAN have others if you want but you WONT because I will have you too busy! I ghosted him, after divination confirmed he was MARRIED- now he mad at me because HE IS MARRIED! smdh guess I got a new stalker now smdh he is going to get deported soon.
I almost had a date with this cute Aquarius guy but he was in his 40’s acting like a fucking 23 yr old! likeeee ICK! These niggas really never grow up- I did a divination- apparently he one of the local **redacted****redacted****redacted** and apparently wanted to kill me- no wait, he wanted to kidnap me, rape me, give me a incurable illness, and then kill me and traffick my child- so I guess the local hitman- wish I knew that before arguing with him about how he was too old to be acting like a teenager lol my bad playa! lol- definitely a warlock too- IM done with those control freaks. **BLOCKED**
There was guy who was future faking- but ultimately gave me serial killer vibes because he disassociates too easily and plays too many mind games- he seems to be obsessed with trying to sacrificing me - not him REALLY thinks his love spells “got me“,! LMFAO this nigga is mentally ill and delusional as hell- I took his soul and threw it into a river- just like how he does with all the bitches he successfully killed and bodies he’s thrown into LadyBird Lake. Serial Killer ass nigga- “IM SINGLE- GO BE SINGLE!
“Baby you aint gotta tell me twice!“ because if you live less than 10 min away from me but you” dont have time to see me” BOY BYE!I can’t get into theses YN (young niggas) I’m sorry, I can’t deal with the emotional immaturity and projections and insecurities- I need a MAN not a child in a mans body- move along boy….move along lol no more black men and arrogant biracials with for me, he was a creep and I caught him recording me without my consent via his glasses- so you know when I see a camera I gotta BE EXTRA and really sell how in love I am <3 But only he is arrogant enough to REALLY think its his love spells working on me- nigga your own mama don’t love you - pipe down! How are you packing STDS AND being a ““player”?! You know intentionally trying to give ppl stds is felony right? SHEESH! Thank God I saw through this fraud.- he gonna end up dead or in jail soon for all the illgeal shit he is into (murder)
The next day - I had a perfect date planned with another guy (that I almost called off! THANK GOD I DIDNT!) who was the total package- wealthy, mature, spiritual- MY BODY WAS READY- but I think I threw him off when I told him Meg Thee Stallion was my favorite artist- tbh during our date the song “Fell In Love“ was the actual Song and thus artist I had on my mind- but since Megs music isn’t usually romantic coded- I probably should have told him that- specifically , ultimately **he ended up rejecting me** but I wasn't upset, he was the perfect gentleman and I had such a great date- the type of treatment I am used to- before all this romantic abuse I started experiencing after dealing with my evil warlock baby daddy and being targeted by a bisexual warlock who was bitter I rejected him- I was just happy to have had a good time out- He was definitely the type of MAN who made me want to be a better woman. It was a PLEASURE to be rejected by a man like that- granted he gave light serial killer vibes too lol but I could just have fears about all relationships. The date was so great I had to take a day off to just process my emotions because I was about to catch feelings and we weren’t even intimate! Thank God! Because I would have been totally in love, I’m not ready! haha I hope he is doing good though.
Despite all these dates- some of which with men who wanted to kill me/traffick me- WTF!- My mom thought she ate kicking me out- whole time them niggas out there plotting on my life- kicking me out is probably the best thing she could have done for our safety- granted THE STREETS ARENT SAFE- BUT Its safer than being with a bitch trying to kill you and your kids!
I channeled all these beautiful moments, and lessons, put it into my banishing ritual- I may be “homeless “ right now but I know my future is bright and all my blessings and luck are rolling in swiftly, sometimes endings and beginnings look the same and- THEY ARE!.
I have a future- those against me don’t! I am blessed, favored and loved! I will always be well and taken care of, My God is so fucking GOOD!!!!! Even with “nothing“ I truly have it all, the best thing about “rock bottom“?
It’s ONLY UP FROM HERE BABY!
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