LandLord Wizards
My “Magical Dream Apartment”
When I moved into My apartment at 1000 Powell St in San Francisco, it was my dream apartment, with incredible San Francisco views… little did I know I was being stalked and spied and energy harvested off of my Landlord (or His wife). Now I have always had positive interactions with my landlord Chris- but I noticed everytime we had ANY interaction- I would have *random* spiritual attacks.
Maybe he is a OtherWorldly Creature like me, or just a vampire collecting Pretty Poor girls to mold as he wishes via occultism, I don’t know and I do not care- anymore. At one point I realized though- he (?) was throwing Love Magick at me- which is not only unnecessary , but extremely disrespectful to a “Love Goddess“. I am a woman, if you are a man, and you want a woman- you need to pursue her DIRECTLY with Yang Creativity, not Occultism/Magick which is YIN Creativity. I take males throwing Love Magick on me as extremely offensive to my intelligence.
Most Men , especially Warlocks and see most women as fools-
*deep sighs* I naturally “Love“ all Beings so I do not need a love spell to encourage me to “see the good in you“ because I dont look at people and JUDGE THEM. I look at people and love them where they are at.
But I suppose Him and His Friends found it amusing that after every time they did love magick on me, I would have concerts in my bathtub singing love songs and dancing until I couldn’t move anymore.
Granted My body moved the same way when Death Magick was thrown at me- daily-
Its difficult to “be in Love“ when you are being gangbanged in the astral realm with deadly spiritual attacks - on a DAILY BASIS.
When all the local occultist and witches were using you as “target practice“ to see “what happens“ when they throw magick at me (AND MY FUCKING CHILD!!) and spy and see how I respond.
being watched 24/7 and treated in the most inhumane and disrespectful ways- AND having no “man“ or “family“ protection-
AND having my experiences as a SPIRITUALIST gaslit and rejected by “regular people“.
I suppose I was just supposed to become Another Ghost to be trapped inside of The 1000 Powell Street Building.
When I first moved into my amazing but haunted apartment- I had a dream I turned into a Azure (Blue) Dragon made out of lightning, while fireworks were going off as I flew over Chinatown, until I fell out of the sky and landed into a Pool during a pool party, and a Shaman Priest Shalil initiated me To The Spirits of The Waters (before he died irl) It was one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had- that was in 2023 The end of the year of The Rabbit, then we had The Year of The Dragon.
What a magical year- granted it felt more like a fucking Dragon Initiation more than anything, getting targeted by a hive of vampiric pedophiles because I called out some of their perverted Fraternity Occult brothers for sexually assaulting me at my job.
And then being targeted for not “shutting up “ or “dying“ for these people terrorizing me and my child.
a Year later pedophile and human trafficking rings are being exposed all over the nation…. what a coincidence…
I could go on about God and the spirits protecting me but Moreso I am enraged that all these racist warlocks in San Francisco with their Asian Spy Wives, who feel so entitled to me, my body, my mind, my privacy, and my energy etc.
I never consented to have these people invading my dreams, manipulating my “readings“.
It was very cuckholding slick- though-I had a dream of us being together In a classic style San Francisco townhome. A very seductive dream like “hey, move in with me, let me love you let me take care of you-“
He would Astral project and give me spiritual tests and books to read- I suppose his passive af- way of “helping me“ fight off HIS wife and friends spiritual attacks- for their entertainment.
No one ever considered my HUMANITY. MY PRIVACY. MY SAFETY.
I was treated like I was a fucking experiment by Alien Matrix Forces, who relentlessly tried to kill me and my child and watched us.
MY apartment was bugged because some folks in SF are really into SNUFF FILMS, and I was supposed to be a VICTIM.
Instead all they saw was me suffering AND transmuting Their fucked up energy- and NOT dying.
You would think he maybe wanted me to be his mistress- but no I think what was supposed to happen- was I was supposed to be too broke to pay my rent and then “sexually“ offer myself up as a offering to him to “let me stay“ until I can pay - But I didn’t realize that was the plot- until just now- it’s not that I am slow- but I AM A FUCKING LADY, and selling pussy out of desperation wasn’t on my to do list and not even a option I considered. lol Oops
And as Desperate as things SEEM- I never MOVE and ACT on DESPERATION. God always provides so wtf I look like trading in PUSSY for $2300 rent? Sure I find older men attractive and I may or may not have a tiny Inuyasha Kink- so long hair on men is HOT, to me- however all because I like to be friendly doesn’t mean I don’t have self control or boundaries. I never made a pass at my landlord, but once I found out he was married I took my potential interest away.
But of course-that didn’t stop his wife from trying to kill me, curse me, and rallying her for fellow Asian Friends and Chinese Masonic and Other Chinese Occult Groups to target me and my child because her man’s love magick backfired onto him and made him fall in love with me.
To quote Sexxy Red “It ain’t my fault“ .
How am I actively avoiding drama- only for drama to be hunting me down? SMDH
When My lease was up in Dec 2023.
Instead of getting evicted and running to Catholic Charities ( the same associated with Human Trafficking) to help me pay my bills, It never happened, as a matter of fact, I felt like my landlord/Apartment complex was kind and patient with me and honestly, I was stuck feeling extremely grateful and like it was a miracle for them to be so patient and chill about it- I have always had positive assumptions about my landlord- granted the Astral Visits and Spying was a supreme invasion of privacy- and The Love magick etc. then I started to THINK- in my experience in San Francisco- and in general no one here is KIND- for “no reason”.
So why the half the city bullying me/spying and then the other half being kind/respectful?
It’s frustrating trying to “make it make sense“ and don’t even get me started with The ninja(s) - ANYWAYYYYYYYYY-
So I can “be myself“ and “tell the truth“ but who would believe me?
It’s 2025 and people think if you expose them to information THEY are ignorant about- that somehow makes YOU- CRAZY.
I told someone about The CIA having Special Ops Psychics (which you can look up and confirm) but no some find it easier to say Im Schizophrenic as a way to pathologize my supernatural and depressing experiences.
The Other week, a celebrity was on trial for alleged proof of them hiring to kill someone- the last time I told someone I was concerned for me and my child’s life and safety- they looked straight at me and told me I sounded “schizo“.
LOL
- I thought that was a pretty rich assumption from a Narcissistic Borderline Personality person with severe OCD and an inability to control their emotions (who is also likely VERY AUSTIC and undiagnosed) and in deep denial about their own mental illnesses- YET they “know“ something about Schizophrenia? Baby I doubt that.
The Shaman and Schizophrenia, Revisited | Culture, Medicine, and Psychiatry
I am not much different from any other Alchemist, or Seer, My Gift is TO KNOW and TO SPEAK, because ME SPEAKING DOES positivity influence the world, trends,and others. What a Dr. ignorant to Spirituality, will call Psychosis, a Shamanic Healer or Priest calls INITIATION.
But a 60+ year old person who is not only “also “ “mentally ill“ and is almost dependent on her youngest children- questioning me about my mental health -after a hate crime against me- (that they still deny)and they think because of their “title“ ( because they are a relative) that they “HAVE THE POWER” to influence my mind and thoughts because I am “supposed to be desperate for acceptance by my relatives“-
by people I want to be nothing like, unfortunately their “opinions“ about my life or mental health is irrelevant because these takes are always coming from people who KNOW LESS and EXPERIENCED LESS, and also who dont even like or love themselves or their own lives.
but I digress.
Even if I was schizophrenic or mentally ill- That would not change my experiences of being targeted by These Folks/ forces during my time in San Francisco. If I was mentally ill- how is my “illness“ or giving a fuck about myself, my child, my friends, Nature and Love and the desire to frolic in forests and fields of flowers *pretending* to be a a Fairy-harming anyone?! How does living a Faerie Core or High Priestess Lifestyle harm me or others!?
Maybe I am more insane over parenting with no breaks and no support system- other than abusive self hating people who are “normal“ (people pleasing , lying/hiding who they really are and what they really stand for) who find my “idgaf what you think about me“ vibrational frequency is “just too much“ for them.
Let’s say for a second I am schizophrenic- does that mean my reading and predictions no longer come true?
Does that mean I am not still a person worthy of basic human decency and kindness?
They say schizophrenics are more likely to die via suicide.
If I am Schizophrenic and (You are likely ignorant to Necromancy and Necromancers) am I really “suicidal“ and depressed or are you unaware of how Oppression and Abuse work together to keep impoverish and disabled people stuck in shitty situations?
usually via FINANCIAL ABUSE.
It hasn’t occurred to some folks I guess, That if your life is one long torturous event- surely you are more likely to behave or operate with DIFFERENT priorities. One persons “carelessness“ is another persons “seize the moment” and another person’s “life is too short to live a lie“
So I have a close or supernatural affinity with The Current of Death (Like all who has experienced Grief or Addiction)- When all these “family members“ and “friends“ were INTENTIONALLY operating in my life to cause very specific effects- so they- MY OWN RELATIVES- could cash out on a life insurance policy on me- without my knowledge of course- (but I’m Claircognizant) - Things became a bit ….complex. lol
Back in San Francisco, I knew all sorts of black magick was being thrown and projected onto me (and my family) ON TOP of “these people“ altering my medication- which I suspect was laced medication.
When I filed my police, and DEA report I knew I had to have as much proof for everything- and I did, I was able to trace the laboratories of me medication and cross reference them with the previous lab when my meds where great- vs now.
After I filed my report. Coit Tower was Lit up red, and it was like the entire city shut down early…
It was very unnerving.
There wasn’t a game that night, or any other events- other than an emergency meeting about some “black bitch“ that can not only “See“ through The Veil, but interact with It.
In my Previous Blog post, THE WAR ON LOVE
The War on Love — The Venusian Oracle I talk about how all of our collective misery is because of This WAR ON LOVE , that victimized our grandparents, our parents, us, and even our children.
What a Spiritualist would call a “generational curse“, what a hood nigga would call “The Culture“ , is this dark and twisted perversion of OUR ANCESTORAL TRUTHS due to bullying, lies, and propaganda and ignorance.
All us “are rats“ trapped IN the matrix of Capitalism or The Rat Race, and no matter your goal or aspiration- MOST routes all led into filling up PRISONS and JAILS (WAGE SLAVE LABOR!!) or HOSPITALS (WAGE SLAVES/Organ Trafficking and (Illegal) Drug/Psychological Experimentation ( #MKULTRA ) and MOST of its VICTIMS are people whose only “purpose“ (according to “Them“) are to bring it’s Corporations it’s MONEY - via our borrowed bodies and the labor force we squeeze out when stressed.
“BLACK PEOPLE“ INDIGENOUS , NATIVES, WEST INDIANS, CARIBBEAN PEOPLE, LATINO PEOPLE are different BY BLOOD like ASIANS, and EUROPEANS, and ALL OF US- have SPECTURMS of ANCESTORAL and SPIRITUAL and MENTAL HEALTH needs AND MEDICINE to offer the world.
The World RUNS on Coffee and Dark Skinned people and our labor is treated the way you treat coffee- roast us, grind us up throw us in hot water, and mix us up with sugar and milk to be more “your preference “. And as the Mental Illness of Capitalism, causes you to be incapable of seeing your worth, beyond what you “bring to the table” to Materialism and Affluence, You slowly become willing to KILL or take a life over “MONEY“ or “your feelings“ or your “image“. The Ultimate “Sin”, The Ultimate Corruption.
Being DEAD and bejeweled with diamonds is rather pointless, no ?
The truth of the matter is if you are DARK, or FEMALE, or YOUNG or BEAUTIFUL people tend to automatically assume you are worthless, ignorant, naive, and delusional, or mentally ill. People assume the worst about you and your life and make DECISIONS off of these JUDGEMENTS, most of which are judgements that were PROGRAMMED via some form of entertainment (music, media, videos)
Mainstream Media is WELL AWARE of this form of Mind Control- meaning many of its MEDIA are ACTIVELY PROMOTING particular subliminal programming and its all intentional- including but not limited to the PLOT to make DARK SKINNED (BLACK) women look UNATTRACTIVE and NOT be sexually desirable- KNOWING that SEXUAL DESIRABLITY is directly connected to DSBW being matched for lovers, and spouses.
If the average boy, is exposed to LIGHT SKINNED /BIRACAL MEDIA and ART- it will eventually be reflected in how they date and who they impregnant in the future, this IS connected to VARIUS industries, businesses, and REAL ESTATE and ultimately - POWER.
It isn’t some “accident“ that DSBP are OVER qualified as lovers, mothers, sisters, brothers, sons, and fathers, yet WE ALL collectively experience racism and its TWIN colorism (and it’s related -isms) which makes us energetically create a Social Created Fog over our relationships and mindset about relationships, and triggers. Over 60% of ADULTS have experienced ACES and exposed it to theit children.
That means over 60% of Americans have been “raised” by narcissists, predators, abusers, rapists, killers…and THOSE “kind (naive) folks“ who enable them- You love your mother, but if she has brain damage from being a street whore who was pimped out by your own father, and his abuse of choice- that changed the fundamental integrity of her brain- can you **really** trust her judgement when it comes to “Love“ “Marriage“ or “Happy Relationships“?
If your parents molested you or set you up to get raped or Sexually assaulted- How does such a person heal and recover from such trauma from the people that “are supposed to love and take good care of them“?
If over 60% of Americans are overworked, AND living paycheck to paycheck, AND have not had time to heal, read, dance, play, paint, make love etc. It is no wonder that so many people are “going insane“ and having “mental breakdowns“.
We are all working too hard and not getting much out of the deal.
There is a difference between A DEAL and a SCAM!
All this work and judgement and NO LOVE is killing everyone, from the inside out who doesn’t truly love themselves, America’s Obesity problem/ SA problem is directly tied to this as well. People don’t care, and people really need to care IMMDIATELY, but it must first start with WHY you don’t care about yourself?
and why are so many people so curious about HOW I care for myself?!?
I got off topic, but to finish it up, I knew I had to leave San Francisco because of the severity of the abuse and negative energy and DEW attacks. My hair as falling out, and my nails wouldn’t grow for months while I plan my escape and finally left.
I think it took my landlord months to accept I really wasn’t coming back- because “I am so nice and sweet“ and “I would never go ghost- because I had “no where to go“- once again- someone seeing me as “The Perfect Victim“.
Because MOST people don’t believe in spirits enough to SEE them, Most people only see with their Materialistic eyes- My living quarters, my car, my home, my hair, my clothes, my bank account etc. or the lack thereof- My family, my networks-
They aren’t thinking about- if I am their soulmate, or love of their life- or if I will trigger their trauma or be emasculating to them- they aren’t usually wondering if I fit into their life, or if if I am trustworthy or have compatible VALUES and good character.
Instead they are wondering how tight or wet my vaginal canal is, and how “easy“ or hard it will be to have a chance to “fuck me“.
Instantly and even sometimes unconsciously- people TREAT YOU how they REALLY feel about you.
Trying to treat me like because I experienced poverty and lack I am not worthy of humanity…. like my life …my child’s life doesn’t matter to anyone because I can’t be used and taken advantage of.
and oh what RAGE for me such a “worthless nothing“ has the AUDACITY to love myself at my lowest and through my lowest and all the way to and through my highest.
HOW DARE I- give a fuck about myself.
HOW DARE I- give a fuck about others.
HOW DARE I want a better world for my DARK SKINNED CHILD and I to experience.
COLORISTS can’t stop being colorist, unless they know what is colorism and how they weaponize it lol
The same with rapists, and sexual con artists, thieves and stalkers. No denying that some people are evil, cruel and wicked because that is all they know- and some even ENJOY being that way- but some are actually just dumb/ignorant to the depth of the spectrum of the human experience and spiritual consequences of various types of actions.
HOW DARE I speak up out loud about the abuse I experienced- AND HOW I OVERCAME IT AND HEALED FROM IT.
HOW DARE I EMPOWER OTHERS to STAND UP FROM THEMSELVES.
HOW DARE I DARE TO BE DIFFERENT (Not MASK myself aka people please) and fully operate in my authenticity…even if its “crazy“ to others.
If I am so crazy- how is it every time you read my posts and interact with me- it brightens your day, and gives you some deep needed wisdom ? Crazy folks make sense? Nahhh THAT is crazy.
So instead of telling people, I was escaping being bullied by some of their favorite vampire ass celebrities/policitans wanting to kill me because of my abilities as a Medium- I just say I wanted a change of scenery.
I’m gonna be forreal, lying so casually makes me want to throw the fuck up- because
I feel like I am being forced to be (pretend to be) “a basic bitch human“ to make basic bitch humans feel more comfortable about being unhappy AND mediocre AND Faithless.
Lying and pretending to be shallow, so I can “fit in“ with other shallow people with pipe dreams and way more privileges than me- but with NO SOUL and NO TRUE CONFIDENCE- to materialize it, due to their inability to “get out of THEIR (pre-programmed ) minds“
a Rich Puppet.
a Husk.
So yes, people with resources and wealth and privileges, need to be aligning with people with The Wisdom of The Trenches- it is literally how lives and souls get saved, and communities get healed, how UNITY brings abundance.
Poverty, systematic oppression, mental illness, addiction, disability , ethnicity, race and colorism STILL isn’t enough to invalidate me or my experiences and what I have survived and endured.
But all I can think about is, how long has this type of set ups been happening and how many victims have been taking out via the methods I have spoken up about?
or am I supposed to be so poor and impoverished I have no choice but to shut up and hide THE TRUTH- to protect men who have violated me and my family?
Does REQUIRING PROTECTION make me a “gold digger“ ? or “high Maintenace “?
Does Requiring partners and friends who are tapped into their power and Mind, and Core Self, to be in alignment with their spiritual hygiene and BALANCED ?
I survived some unspeakable things, and I’m “doing too much“ because I want honesty and respect? I am crazy because I want to be around other people who love themselves?
Going from having a warlock father to a warlock fiancé, to having a witch manager at my job , to having a warlock landlord and his “family“ bullying me and my child- “for (inhumane/illegal) science“ experiments (I never consented to) so I suppose Magick and the like is suppose always sounds crazy to the Uninitiated- because if you REALLY wanted to know more about The World BEYOND your programming and religious dogma drenched in sexism and patriarchal mythology- you would know that if you really want answers- they will come if your mind if open and secure.
Life is strange- but battling warlocks is stranger smdh.
Mostly annoying though.
Main takeway:
Build a relationship with Your Ancestors and God , invest in mastering spiritual protection and knowing the signs of evil and how to protect yourself and others. Especially YOUR CHILDREN because all we have is each other.